Why I doubt u

Friday, September 28th, 2007

Why I doubt u


At the time YOU ask me to trust




Why I feel not enough


At the time YOU give me much




Why I betray u


At the time YOU give me a deal




Why I keep complaint


At the time YOU give me care




Why I keep do that!!!!!!!


At the time YOU be so patient




Why I beg a pardon


At the time YOU have gone and runaway




Why all of this comes to my life…..


At the time I try to mange my life…




Why I try to ask once more chance


At the time we all know that opportunity don’t comes twice




Why all of this has to be answered


At the time all of this is Nothing




Why I have to be confused


At the time YOU actually Loves me so much




Why I have to stop this writing


At the time the reminder gives a sign














NB :


TRUST and HOPE just dedicated to YOU


LOVE in the Name of YOU

other version Legally Blonde

was born normaly with pirde….
-every parents thought that their children are perfect and take so much expectation on it-
with a beautiful name, pleasure heart and also have a peacefull smile….
talk active and have high confident in every case….
popular and famous…

all said that i am, but i m not sure…..
i m not afford it or i dont want to try hard to reach it

wake up gal!!!! Let show the world that u are alive!!!

i will and i can…. let see

monday, second of sept07

today i wake up a bit late…..fell so sleepy…. even i forget what time should be arrived at d office… then i get rush to call my friend and ask my schedule for today "monday". she said 8 o’clock.. oh gosh actually i wish 8.30

spend about 5 min more hugging my pillow and dream about my lovee… then straight away to the bathroom and take a shower.. accidentialy find Cosmopolitant b’day edition and bring it - actually i m about to buy it but so expensive… and thank God i have a Wonderfull elder sister, she already bought it.

take a breakfast then go to office with SPIRIT to be success- everything should be prepared and it means we have to start from below then learn more to grow up and reach the hill

i love jakarta on monday morning… it is so peacfull and freshhhhhh u can find many people waliking and running on the main street of sudirman to thamrin - at least there is an imporvement of my nasionality mind, i ll tell more about it in differnet subject

finaly i reach office and go to 7th floor and take all my stuff and do my work…. sit beside my friend and infront of me there are 2 seniors…. she asked me to arrange an order for lunch, we order Hokahoka bento - but honestly i dont list my order because i bring my own lunch( my favo food).

and the afternoon is passed by….. just like another boring lazy monday nothing special for today. working and in the same time see the magazine that have so many eye catching picture

until….. i see my mobile phone light is blinking… i keept it silent n no vibration so to recognize a call by a bliking light

just wonder who called me….. he is Mas adit and Reychan my lovely friends they are asking me to join them having weekend.

directly go to office lobby and his car already waiting for me there and they bring me to blitz megaplx…… hmmm what a wonderfull monday…..

miss u all my best friends…… we spent so many great neverending happiness when we were on high school dont we?

thanks to Mas adit pk and Reychan