suka bukan berarti cocok

ga tau kenapa gw suka banget ma logika nya accounting, suka bgt ma jurnal, balanc sheet, income statement, cash flow, and other financial statement.

tapiii dari namanya gw mulai kuliahhhh ampe gw lanjutin ketemu lagii tu accounting kok gw masih sering ajahh ga balance gitu yahhhhh

ga ngerti juga yahhh padahall gw secara sadar mengerti waktu ingin membuat jurnal dll tapiiiiii
---at least just now i Know that i Numbers didnt match with me---
ya kalo gw pikir pikir gw itu memang punya kelebihan dalam hal berbicara seharusnya sudah benar tuu gw dulu masuk jurusan komunikasi -mana di unpad lagi kan hebat bner yahh-
tapiii gw terlalu malu kalo gw inget ungkapan " GOd give us 2 ears and 1 mouth , so taht we have more then speak" hehehehe nahh JIWA speak out gw...... yang tadi nya gw itu pd bgt jadi pembicara lahh jadi emsi lahh jadi apa lah yg suka mengemukakan pendapat di depan umum jadi down....... ---
nah atas sebab itu lahh gw menekuni bidang yg emang gw sukain juga *(*bukan berarti bisa)
karena Accounting ga banyak omong heheheeee tapiiii ya juga yaaa kalo bukan fengshui nya gw ketemu ma angka :)

kelamaan sekolahhhhhh

sekarang thn 2008 gw umur 24 karena lahir tahun 84

ga terasa dah gede juga ya gw....

kalo di pikir pikriii gw kuliah ituuu lama bgt

di mulai waktu gw lulus spmb tahun 2002 gw kuliah di UNPAD fak.Ilmu komunikasi, gw cuma belajar serius 1 smester ajahh , smester 2 gw dah males malesan dan kos di bandung gitu sambil ikut bimbingan spmb , berharap bisa dapet di UI.

tahun 2003 gw memutuskan kuliah di UI depok, walaupun cuma diploma accounting tapi kan tetep aja UI heheheheh -dengan KERJA kerassss yang tidak mengenal lelah akhrinya lulus juga tahun 2006 pertengahan tahun lahhh.... dari situ gw sempet bingung mau lanjut sarjana or mau kerja dulu-secara jaman itu enag juga kalo punya penghasilan sendiri hehehehe-tapi temen seperjuangan pada lanjut yaaa gw ikutt deyyy

tahun 2006 juga gw lanjut kuliah di UI salemba extensi akuntansi, gileee bener kaya nya gw lupa kalo akuntansi dan belajar di UI itu hmmmm ribet bgt- maksud nya yg sekolah itu pada pinter2 bgt dosen blm ngajari aja mereka dah pada bisa, aneh juga kalo gitu ngapainn juga mereka kuliah yahhh hehehehe apa lagi di extensi ini banyak bgt anak STAN yang secara ilmiah juga lebih parahh std kepinteran dalam bidang Akuntansi-bisa setres gw.......

tahun 2007 gw Memutus kan utk kuliah lagi di Bakrie school of management di sini gw lumayan agak tenang secara banyak yg pelajaran pake wawasan dan logika ajahhh hehehehehe

doakan ya supaya gw cepet lulus rencana nya siyy tahun 2009 gw akan lulus amin :)

blm bisa di gapai mimpi ku

i have many beautifull dream.

sampe suatu saat aku harus melupakan (membuat diri ku lupa) mimipi itu karena keterbatasan yang ada.

sedih sekali....

just feel unlucky because i couldnt get my dream... i prefer to forget all dreams so that i will not feel bad....




tepatnya 2 tahun lalu, waktu gw lulus kuliah gw pgn bgt tinggal di luar negeri-norak bgt ya kelihata nya tapi hmmm i ll tell u about my dream later- tapi ya gimana gw kan mesti punya modal. akhirnya gw kerja di suatu perush bumn. niat awal kerja di situ ya cuma ngumpulin uang aja utk modal gw ke luar negeri, tapi semua nya tinggal kenangan, ternyata gw berencana melanjutkan d3 gw supaya dapet sarjana so uang tabungan gw ya hanya utk hidup sebulan dan biyaya kuliah gw yg hmm lumayan lah utk tiket PP singapore habis begitu saja :)



hari ini ke inget lagi ma mimpi mimpi itu



my dream please waiting for me ....

anti virus help plz

my plan for today is studying for final test but i got trouble on my laptop hiiks hikshiks thre are virus…… huhuhuhuhuh

for women like me yg ga telalu ngerti komputer tapi sangat perlu komputer…. virus itu sangat memberatkannnn rasanya dah kaya ada ketombe di rambut or kaya ada koreng di kulit…

rasa nya mau nangiss aja hhuhuhuhuhhhhhhhhhhhhh

any help???

pasti banyak kan yg ahli komputer…. would u be my friends??? hehehehehehe gw bisa ngerti kok di ajarain aja to prevent it gimana hehehehehehe

tks anyway

dream and hope

we call dream thats because it very rare to be true…………..
we call hope thats because it isnt happen now…………….

i like to dream so much even i live on my own dream…………
dont wanna get up to face the reality……..

i like to hope so much over the limit…….
dont wanna feel upset for destiny…………

loving u is like dreaming…..
get ur love is like hopping……

once its become true even real…..
but i ruined it and everything change………..

once its become happen even be my destiny………..
but i ruined it and everything change……..

dont wanna blame you loveee…
dont wanna punish you ofcourse babe!!!
dont wanna bother anymore….
dont wanna anything anyway……..

I am NoT different but I am ExTraOrdiNaRy

Different has a negative meaning compare with extraordinary which has both positive and negative meanings.

If u find the synonym of extraordinary u could find strange, odd, unusual, unexpected, astonishing, surprising, amazing, bizarre. Because my Mood is so wonderful now so it is better not to concern about the negative meaning.

I know everyone has their Plus and Minus on their life and I don’t want to count every of it. I just want to say that I often feel different from other in every case, sometime I like to take a deep view for a small things and I really curious to know the philosophy.

I interesting about general issues, such us World War, Art of Management, Islam in general view, simple issues of economics, education and some of something that I forget what that was….

It is very rare to find someone who want to talk about that except my dad, absolutely I cant discuss such matter to my best friends, we know that it is not good idea, that’s why they often just smile and politely change the topics- so I avoid to do that. Ok whatever at least now I already have many books to be my friends. It really helps me.

Stop complaining

Today I have a conversation with my dad…. It all about life, since I was a little gal, I used to discuss many thing with him and it set my mind to think widely and generally even much of my dad advice or proverb that I already heard it so long time ago just popular now, I mean some people say that proverb in a seminars or discussion.

I know I have to be grateful enough for all I have got……..

-This writing will change to be more boring if I tell u what happen to me before this month….. then it is better to tell that story in other time-

Today is the second of Idul Fitri 1428 H, and today is my Off day. I slept so comfort last night because I was so tired. When I wake up in this morning I have a discussion with my dad, I told him about my dream and planning to be success through my current Job and Study. As usual I often complaining about many things that I assume I cant get it.

This topic often makes my dad bore, because he already gives me many story or much knowledge how NOT to feel that way.

But now I try to understand by keep attention to every sentence that He said….

We can’t complaint to Allah by asking Why we got some problem whether big or small, because we are here for sure to solve that with all our competence and intelligence.

Allah creates us as a HUMAN who has intelligence and understanding that’s why Allah gives us so many complex cases to be solved. Related to the proverb that saying “Allah will not send a problem that more than our competence “ it is all true !!! My Dad asked me to believe that, and insist me to use my intelligence and understanding to solve it. It is wrong if we only spend this life by a plain life, it is not that simple and we will feel bore easily and we can’t say that was a life!! We are not an Angel ( malaikat ) who always pray and just do straightaway what Allah said, unmistakably. Aren’t we???

And u know my Dad is so knowledgeable it is because he read so many books with many category of subject and it mixed up in his intelligence and bring such a high sense of understanding.

He is not only said above topic in Muslim approaching (outlook) but also he mixed it with Sun Tzu story. This what I really like about him, He often tell a story, it easier for me to understand the Messages of the topic and he combine by telling the implication of today topic. Actually Sun Tzu is really popular in management subject lately it is because people learn His sense of leadership, but you will not find – I mean it is very rare- what my Dad always tell to me compare in management books.

He gives me a simple question and let me think by my own intelligence and understanding about it.

How Sun Tzu manage his expedition? Hehehe ok Dad I ll learn more about all of what u have told , tks so much.